help me!!???

You are too depressed
Go out and do something

They moved on to a better place, they are looking down at you and smiling at how strong you are to bear with it, dont cry, but be happy that they are with you in your heart as the lord is.

One more thing, I think your pretty strong also. So you know what, dont sweat it because everyone wants you to pay attention to your life ahead, the best you can do is make them happy by making your future the best it can be! Good luck

life is a meaning done undefine ur self

i feel you should go out and meet people and get over this depression i know it hurts but their gone.

first im not going to say i no what ur going through, only u do. Second ur dad is ur dad no matter what anyone says just because it isnt blood doesnt mean anything. And ur grandmother knew u loved because why else would u be by her on her death bed. Next go to a friend, a close one and tell her everthing and even cry if u need to because cutting wont do as muh as telling that person or releasing all the mixed feelings

I understand that you are going thru heck right now, but attempts at hurting yourself or killing yourself won't do any good. And you should try and find out where your biological father is, where your mother is, As the father of your kids, find another man who won't be in prison, and will care for you kids, a for coping with your grannies and father's deaths, visit the cemetery often, go to church and pray for them or for their guidance. And remember you have your whole life to love don't you will have plenty of time to re-unite with them in the afterlife. I hope this helped, and i wihs you a speedy recovery

babygurl.....cuttin urself isnt goin to bring any of them bck and u have to realize its a circle of life and .....i dnt kno hw to explain it....

okay gurl. your lyph so far has been hella hard and it might seem that everything you are has been a big lie. dang. im really sorry to hear all this. "i have had two sons and both are dead because of there father and he is in prison for what happened and i love this man...even after the hell he put me through i love him!!!" so your bbydad made it for your boys to not be here today,, but yet you still love this guy. it's like having that unconditional love for someone for as shytty as the treat you. hey it happens. trust. well gurl thats hard to break out of its like they have this hold on you and you feel like youll never beable 2 find someone out there for you but hunn theres someone out there for everyone. he'll come. waiting for that day to come may be the hardest to do tho. and your grandmother. gurl she'll forgive you,, you jus make her proud k. make the right decisions i'm sure she jus wanted to help you and make sure you can make the right decisions so that you can have a decent lyph. stay strong and keep your head up. =]]

Ok For starters cutting any part of your body to release depression does not solve anything in my mind. That is just straight up dangerous and inhuman. Try to talk to someone about this problem, maybe a close friend or family member. I know it probably is very hard.

I am sorry to hear this.
This is a tough position to be in.

Do not cut yourself anymore. Even when things aren't looking bad.
You did not quit when your son's father went to jail.
You did not quit when your grandma died.

Why should you start cutting yourself now?
You will hurt only yourself, and the people around you.
You can ask us any questions you want, and we will help you.
But please, do not cut yourself again.