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Well before I start I should say my name is Brandon I'm 16 and my mom died last summer and please don't pity me or try say it affects my decision making. And my dad left my mom before I was born and I've never met him before.
And well when my mom died I was left with the only people who cared my best friends family. My best friend Rose is a girl and she is one of my favorite people in the world and her family is so great I'm apart of or no I'm family to them. I love them and they me.
But to my point. I have this great girlfriend who I have been with for 2 years her name is Baliey. I love her so much. She been there for me every step of the way and has been nothing but supportive. She is my rock.
But my problem is I think I have feelings for my best friend Rose. She's so hott. Wow that sounded really bad but I've always thought she's so hott. My girlfriend like the girl next door and Rose is the hott girl with perfect hair and green eyes that just melts you down. And she's so smart and funny and has really been there for me.
These feelings have been coming up lately like a couple of weeks ago our eyes met and you know how you kiss someone in the moment then it led to a makeout. Then we realized what was going on and we kind of laughed it off.
But then a couple of day later like at 2am we were watching tv and she told me that she was confused and she kissed me. And she kind of gave me a lap dance and we were kissing until her older sister walked in on it. Then the next day she told me she loved me as someone more then just a friend and that she respected my relationship with Baliey and that she would keep her feelings to herself. And since then I have been avoiding her.
I told my girlfriend evrything that's happen and she says that she's mad at me but she loves me too much for me to be seduce by Rose. And then she went and basically called Rose a slut.
I'm confused and I feel like scum like I cheated on my girlfriend now I'm one of those guys I never wanted to be. But I love them both so much. Roses lips are so soft and her eyes are so piercing and beatiful and I've known her my whole life. And Baliey has been through everything with me and I love her. What should I do?
i think that this is
Submitted by Adren on October 2, 2009 - 1:53pm.i think that this is something that will come to you in time.. you'll have to be strong and patient though.. you have to look deep into your heart and figure out who is the one that really complements you.. how complicated would things get if Rose were the one you chose.. I think you may feel a little obligated to stick it out with your girlfriend because she has helped you through everything, and that's great.. I lost both my parents and nephew two years ago and I had nobody there for me.. everybody was too busy or felt too weird about it so I had to deal with it on my own, which was very hard.. but love is love and your heart wants what it wants.. your girlfriend sounds like a wonderful person but Rose has been in your life forever so you have this automatic connection and you know everything about each other and still have feelings for one another.. that's a rare commidity.. but you say you love your girlfriend to death.. my advice to you is to sit back and give it time.. let those feelings linger until you finally realize who it is that is in your heart and then you have to figure out which decision is right for you.. your heart may be with Rose but circumstances make things too complicated and that sucks so it might be better to let it go but at the same time you two have already acted on those feelings and there is no walking away from that.. you live with her so how weird is it.. your girlfriend must be going insane knowing you live with her.. you shouldn't have told her coz she's going to eventually think you guys are doing stuff everynight.. perhaps your relationship is ruined already and it's just a matter of time before she breaks it off with you or maybe you'll realize that you have to break it off regardless.. but like i said, this will take time til you figure it out.. and when it does hit you and you make a decision stand firm by it and accept it and take responsibility for your decision coz that last thing you want to do is doubt yourself.. when you make that decision stick by it and don't give it any other thought other than that's what you chose so be it.. good luck.