because the story changed.

forbidden love.
he knows that it will never be, and loving me only makes it worse.
his family loves money, my family seeks fame.
both
are evil.
he knows my weakness...yes the weakness of his love.our heartbeats as one
sound;
foreign to the ears of others.
[the meetings are divine]
my body melts in his;;the smell of us together is intoxicating
hysteria is the only word that comes to my lips when i think of our love
its horrible, its divine
its god
its satan
my eyes are glass as he kisses me..here..there
its saliva burns against my stomach
his warm juice dribbles down my leg
im unmoved by his hard body
moving against me
up
down
harder.

but the story changed...